Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Cream Clean

So Judging by how far I am along in posts this month and what day it is... I am four posts behind. Sorry guys. :P


::Edit:: I love this video!


So today was a day just like any other, except I handed in all of my work that I have due in my two classes today. I was slacking off huge on both of them.

One class is my drawing 2 class. To sum that class up... it sucks. I skipped a few days and didn't pay attention to the dead lines because I think the instructor who teaches it is a moron. I have a drapery study due, rough sketches for said drapery study due, I also had a chessboard composition due along with sketches of a sculpture at the A.G.O. My other class I had to rent a camera for and so I finally did. I needed to hand in a picture of somebody by a window, three pictures of moving things, and a picture of an object. I also had to hand in six pictures containing a portrait, object, landscape, body art, black and white, and an open one. Only In this one I had to have 3 different version of said pictures. One in Raw, One in photo shop format and the last one as the final jpeg. Then I also had to hand in my assignment where I used photo manipulation to age myself. That's seven assignments and sixteen pieces of work!

I was ambitious last weekend. With Emily's help (who came over last weekend) I got all of that done! Emily is a magnificent photographer is any of you didn't know. All the pictures I was taking sucked and almost everyone that she took I liked if not loved. I guess the only thing I can take pictures of is my self.

After men a Emily had our photo-taking extravaganza (wholy shit I spelt that right one the first try) we when a a tour of malls in my area. However before we can get there we hear the creepiest music... And just across the way we see it...

The haunted ice cream truck... the sides were dirty and the windows were so foggy you couldn't see inside anymore... but was visible was pure black. Think of the most lively haunting music you can the have it play as you're unsuspectingly walking somewhere. Yeah it's pee you pants worthy. then when we get out of ear shot we hear it getting louder again...

Me and Emily stop and slowly turn around, then just around the bend, it appears, following us, and coming closer. If I wasn't so naive I would have grabbed Emily and ran for it! But we did start walking faster. Luckily there were two black kids who yell, "Ice cream truck!" and ran towards it, like it was suppose to be something happy. The truck stopped right by then, happy to claim more victims and me and Emily were able to escape.

Had it not been for those two brave children who willingly sacrificed themselves I don't know what me and Emily would have done.

Well creepy ice cream truck aside, I made myself some scrambled eggs for supper/lunch and when I was done I noticed how messy my bathroom was. (Not that I was eating in the bathroom) SO I hauled out some cleaning products and scrubbed the thing from top to bottom. When Thea got home she just stood in there and said "So shiny!"

Then after that I cleaned my own room, which seems to become messier and messier lately. Once I was done that I did my Wii Fit for the first time in about half a year. Now I'm planning a doing some homework before bed!

Golly how did I get so inspired? Oh wait... I know. I was feeling rather nerdy about an anime I've been watching recently. And so before all this I made my own Shugo Chara! He's dressed up as a knight! I named him Drahri. Teh epics! It's because Its been a dream of mine to be some sort of chivalrous hero. He has mint green hair and just looking at him really inspires me... I don't really know why those. Maybe because its suppose to be the embodiment of my dreams? It also gives me a great idea for Easter presents.

So who is it that you dream of your self of?

I feel rather accomplished. ^.^

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Writing Sleepy

This week has been pretty crazy as far as the amount of work that has been loaded on. I've been givein at least two things to do by every class. Some have given me even more! Gulp! Not to mention that many of them are due next week. So I have devoted this weekend a work weekend. I cleaned my room and did my dishes and invited Emily over for the weekend.

We were going pretty good with keeping up with our work load until today hit. I mean the 4th of April. The night before we stayed up until three in the morning, so we slept until noon, then we had ceral and went back to bed promptly. When four in the afternoon rolled around we decided to get our lazy bums outta bed.
We had dinner a couple hours after that and before we knew it, it was night again. We wound up havinjg a midnight dinner and then after that turned into a co-ed writing time!

I got to work joting down idea for the infinity rule, in which me and Thomson are now diligently working on again, and she decided to write more of her book.

Sadly that is not my homework for this weekend to I guess I'll have to work on them soully on sunday and Monday. Hopefully if I work hard enough I can finish all of my work of this week on the weekend adn then I would simply have to go about the week. :)

I had an idea about something in which I wanted to put down in writing before I forgot it. I had an idea that I wanted to write a book about the six colours. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue and Purple. And it would be neat to try and write it so that the six colours would interact with each others and display their own properties of characteristic of colours. Like red would be very passionate and blue might be calm and sad, purple would at drak and royal, and green might be jealous and greedy but rich and yellow would be sunny and happy and orange would be fun and odd. Just idea's ideas I'm thinking of. However I don't really have a place to put them all right now so they will remain as a character idea for now. An orgianl idea I hope.

But something tells me I have enough characters/stories on the run right now as it is. Hurm... that just makes me want to complete something. Emily said I'm good at coming up with ideas but not so good and completeing them. Perhaps I'd make a good producer?

Well that's all for now.
-out

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Servery Says

The polls are in it looks like Alex has won!
I'll start one draws of him soon. And it better be soon because I need to start constructing him on Thursday. I think I'll also try, (If I get this down right) to construct a couple of my characters. It'd be nice to be surrounded by them all. I'd like to thank you all for helping me decide.

SO today was pretty fine, I was able to go to class, and not miss it. Although it was boring as always, Glenn Chadwick is a very boring man. I swear all he talks about is his friend Philip and his favorite school Sheridan. It upsets me to listen to him so.
And since I feel so strongly about not liking this guy I have made everything he says sound like crap. Well I dunno, he could have some valuable information in him, but I just don't want to hear him talk.

I actually didn't want to turn this into a rant but it wound up turning into one. Grr.
Andy came over again and gifted me cake and lasagna! Hurray! He also came up with the song and catch phrase of the day as we were walking to school.

♫ My daddy lies over the ocean, ♪
♪ My mommy lies over the sea, ♫
♫ My daddy lies over my mommy, ♪
♪ And that created me. ♫

And the catch phrase of the day; 'The doctor shanked my baby!'

After Glenn's BOOORing class we headed down to the cafe, which is where I found a toonie. It was burning a hole through my pocket so I swiftly exchanged it at the local Timmies for a Hot Chocolate. I didn't win the roll up the rim again.

There was also an art book fair going on in my cafe so me and my friends searched around there until our next class. Everything is so pretty, I lurv it all so much. I wish I was rich so that i could buy many many art books! I'd love that so much. There was like the original art from Meet the Robinsons, and Corpse Bride and all that kinda stuff.

Next was digital imaging, Mikki and Cam also helped vote. Mikki was telling me that she was completely against Alex winning. My reading the character descriptions it sounded like I should of done a character that had an environment. So I would need to think of a place to place Alex. I'll be sure to post pictures of what ever I do up on here.

Digital imaging was a work period so I had to start working a character for that. Emily got me pumped for Malice so this was born;



He's a little bit darker then I think i might f liked, but I think it all suits him. It's kinda baffling to think that I created him for start to finish with two sets of 3 hour increments. Comments would be nice to hear on him. I think I'll like to go print him out and hang him on my wall. Infact I think i just might.

I'm feeling very accomplished for some reason, even though I know that I shouldn't be. I have four projects due next Tuesday, one written homework piece due on this Thursday and all around general work I should be doing for all my classes. Not to mention the final project for my Wednesday class is sneaking up and that awesome Alex thing has to be done sometime int he future soon.

After that I had to start working requests and drawing in general to keep me warmed up for the summer. Once summer comes I want to start doing my work for Shane and complete the Picture request that Rose has asked of me.

I can't wait till I'm good enough to accept commissions. Getting paid to kick butt at drawing would rock.

Of course I want to create anything in general but I think video games is a good direction for me. I wonder if it would be reasonable to make a goal for me and Shane to publish a game on xbox before I graduate from college. It would certainly be exciting. Here's our time to show case our talents and display our enthusiasm.

I think I should make myself some more coffee from time to time. It's my 'it's time to work' drink.

Anyways despite a hard work filled road ahead, here is the finding of one content college kid; I can't wait to knock their socks off.

-Out

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Secret Character Selection

(Note; you can vote for more then one character)

Warning, a challenger approaches!
Ha ha ha...

So when I made up my list of characters I thought would be cool to add I kinda forgot five of my big characters.
Well it started that I forgot one that I remembered today, then I was searching through my sketch book and found four others which I had completely forgot. Some of them I'm rather ashamed I forgot them.
So since I can't edit the poll that's already up a threw another one up underneath it. Since you can vote for and many or a little as you want this shouldn't affect much. Please still vote for the ones you like.
The second poll ends at the same time as the first one. If you don't like any of the new characters, don't vote for them.

Alright let me introduce you to the secret characters that I newly added...

Cailrew
Here is a guy I haven't given much attention to. He came about to be one day when Rick wanted me to play D&D with him. So I followed Rick to Nick's and I made a character. The character was this; Cailrew. He's a druid who wields a scythe. I'm not entirely sure what a druid is or what they do, but the thing I can remember about him is that he can transform into a bear! Wicked cool!
Cailrew is a bit on the pudgy side. My only pudgy character. His costume is rather complex, much more so then I was able to draw in my cute rendition of him. I'm pretty sure he lives completely in the forest and shuns civilized live.
Actually I never got to play as Cailrew. Rick and his buddies were in the middle of a campaign when I joined so they waited until after to add me. Only after they finished it they quit for the day. So i spent the four hours they were playing drawing up Cailrew. So now I have a character who design is complete but his story is a blank canvas.

Alex
A dark hero who doesn't talk. Ashamed by the dragon blood that pulses through his veins Alex serves a king to repent for a day when he wreaked havoc on the world. He is almost silent all the time until his father is mentioned. His father is a horrible man named Blank who can control Alex with wave of his hand. He is continually trying to control Alex to observe his destructive capabilities. Lucky Alex has gained some friends in the castle who stand by him, including the secret love of his life; Aqua a magician who can control water. However he doesn't know that during his rampage he destroyed her entire family and secretly hates him.
This story has evolved through little clay people me and Cara made as children. We would play with them and make up the most intriguing and fascinating stories. Cara is actually more of Cara's character then mine but he is the main character and I know enough about his plot that I consider him a valid choice. I find it kinda funny that they live a a medieval fantasy world, yet Alex wears sunglasses.

Kara
A cute young girl whom wanders the streets smiling as brightly as she can. However first meetings can be deceiving. Kara is actually a horrible monster. She makes whomever she can fall in love with her and take them to a place where they can be alone. Once she does, she then proceeds to rip out their hearts. She is searching for the perfect heart. She has a bit of a complex between the evil side of her and the sweet and innocent girl.
Okay... so I kinda just made that up. I don't know much about Kara. And I actually didn't realize that that's my sister's name with a 'K' instead of a 'C' until just now. Kara was a character I was going to use on yet another Kingdom Heart's site. She was suppose to be a VERY advanced Heartless. However I never got around to making her. So all I have left of her is the doodles in my sketch book. I thought she was interesting enough to include in this contest. I'm also interested in dissociating her from Kingdom Hearts.

Jaser
A hardworking youth who works for a powerful king to turn the tides of war. Jaser is the apprentice of a very reputable swordsman named Rave. Jaser has no family and has been strictly taught sword arts from Rave ever since he was little. Jaser can become very moody and gloomy if left to his own devices. He has an unwanted need for attention and with discourage himself in order to receive it. Jaser's spirit is actually infused with a fire demon. However the their spirit's were united with unnatural means his fire powers are coloured purple and corrupt. The kingdom that Jaser works for is strange and a conspiracy theory is blow into the mix when a mission Jaser is sent on goes horribly wrong.
Jaser is the main character of an RPG me and Brad were making for Writer's Craft. The game play is actually pretty fantastic if I do say so myself. However we were only able to create a demo for the class to play. But event eh demo is like three hours of game play, So i don't mind that much at all.

Klinge
A while ago I was making brave and bold protagonists. So Klinge was my attempt at an anti-hero. He never actually surfaced in any of my works but I do have a certain respect for the character.
Klinge is a dark mercenary who'd just as well slit your throat then fight the demon terrorizing your home. The cool thing I wanted to put for Klinge is the fact that he wears his most valued marks. That's why there is that horned demon on his shoulder and some beast fun on his leg (Okay I know it's a marooned coloured blob, but it's suppose to be fun. Fur I say! Work with me)
Klinge fights demons and beast to find his daughter. He had a wife and daughter once until a demon snatched them away from him. The demon turned his wife into a monster and Klinge was forced to kill her. He wore his wife's wedding band on his arm after that. Klinge hunts for this demon to kill it. And depending on the condition of his daughter, her might have to kill her too.

So hopefully those are all the characters I can possibly think of. Pleas evote accordingly.
After much thought I do believe Klinge and Rigar are the only characters I came up with on my own. (I remembered that the original Gix was made up by Tory and myself)
And I only have three female characters; Tarala, Rari, and Kara. A lot of 'A's and 'R's in there.

I suddenly realized that out of a lot of people I know and consider close and creative, Rose is the only whom I do not share a character with! Now I feel like I must mend this problem!

I almost feel like I'm documenting my stories here now instead of gathering a poll.

Alright this poll battle is heating up! Let's see who wins!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Character Selection

(Note; you can vote for more then one character)

Hey all.
I've been having a rather busy and entertaining week/weekend since I blogged to you last. What can I say? I am one content man. I can't really think of anything significant to blog about that you don't already know so I'll pick up from my problem

Perhaps you see the new poll on the side. I really need you guys help about which character to do.
I know, I know, You're asking "What is this for?"
Well it's for school, my only motivation for anything I do.
There are two classes I need this for. The first one is Digital Imaging. I need to draw up a character and colour it using photoshop. Figging hard eh? So i figured I might as well draw up a character I already own and know everything about.
The second class, (and the more exciting project) is for stylistic drawing. In that class I need to draw up a character in a Front side and back pose and then construct a model of it in about eight to ten inches in height! I was so friggin pumped for this assignment.

I was originally going to make myself as the the lion, but as I was doodling doodles about it, my teacher came around and looked at me funny. HE even sketched me up with lion ears and I looked... reaaaaally weird... so felt rather dumb and I decided not to go with that idea. Now I want to do one of my main characters.

So without further ado I will introduce you to all of them so you can make your choice.

Prince True
This is actually a really old character, the first main character me and my sibling came up with. His adventure is that of traveling away from his kingdom to save a lovely princess. The people of his home town were plagued by the law that decreed that as long as the princess was away everyone had to stand on their heads. Prince True fought monstrous sized Oogers and even braved crumbling caves.
As it stands his character design if very open, this was just a quick idea I had for him. I believe I was around the ages of six to ten when we came up with this guy.

Alexi
This blond Hero is there barer of one half of the stone of life. The other half is inside his true love. The fair maiden Danny. They broke it when they where little and the broken pieces had resided inside each of them. The life's stone's counter part, the death stone, seeps it's way into Alexi's father and the horrible man named Kyru is born. Alexi is thrown into adventure when is home town is burned down and the race to stop Kyru from destroying everything he holds dear starts.
He is a prankster whom acts before he thinks. Heroic and brave he lets his silly side appear now and again.
Alexi was in the first (and only) Role playing game I had completed. Along with Jessica it took us a full year to complete it. Alexi also marks the first time that I really acknowledged Jessica as my older sister so he holds a special place in me.

Shawn
The head general for a top research assignment military project. He latest product that had been released is a suit that uses element to function. When the project is sabotaged and the pieces of the suit are in jeopardy, Shawn dons the suit and sets out to destroy the monster whom seems to have created an army of Zombies.
Shawn is from a game me and Shane have. The plot is sorta my idea and Shane hasn't confirmed it yet, but Shawn is still our main character for it.
I could have him wearing the suit instead of his street clothes, only the suit's design changes whenever a new element is place in it... and I haven't determined the idea for any of the suit's designs. I'd probably stick with fire most likely.

Aden
Formerly known as 'Tair' I changed his name because Tair and Tairisinuse is names that I only use on myself and not for not me's. Aden is from the Manga me and Travis Thomson made called The Infinity Rule. It starts off with Aden being entered into a strange blood bath contest where all contestants are given a weapon and a photo of someone they must kill.
Being thrown head first into the contest he enters a world of strange weapons and hidden villains. Will Aden be able to survive in a contest where failure equates to death?
I should also mention I'd probably include Aden's weapon with him.

Ince
Once me and Jessica finished the RPG featuring Alexi we came up with a new idea. That idea was what gave birth to Ince, the grandson of a god. We were going to create an RPG like I said but after I slacked off Jessica wrote a book about Rown (Ince's god ancestor) and then complied a trilogy out of the works. Which she must get published soon, or I kill her. Anywho I still claim some rights to use Ince. for school projects and things like that.
Actually if you're interested, you can read Ince's Story; Method Six. I'd go into more detail about but I don't want to ruin the story, because it's amazing!

Tarala
Once again me a Jessica started to plan an RPG, this time it would be staring Tarala. This story is set in a fantasy future where two tribes of humans argue about their origins. Neither group acknowledges the other as human. However things start getting sticky when every single baby being born is a still life. sixteen years have passed and Tarala was the last known baby to be born. Desperate for answers Tarala and the other residences of Ash Gate must solve this mystery not matter at what cost. Even if it's associating with those non-humans.
Tarala has been spoiled her whole life and is a kind of celebrity. Although her main trait is the fact that she bumbles a lot. Hince her love with bumble bees.

Jagger
Abandoned when he was a child Jagger was raised by animals. Not use to human ways he's in for a world of learning when a sword takes him away from this animal parent pack and on a hunt to find his true parents and concer and darkness that resides within him. Is it possible to catch someone who's always running away?
Jagger is very serious. He doesn't make jokes, and he doesn't get them. However he receives titles like silly and weird because of his wild origins.
ALl that aside he is very interested in making friends.
Jagger originally came from a Kingdom Hearts role play site, but I was interested with his character so I disassociated him from the popular franchise. Nothing has been made with Jagger since I stopped RPing as him years ago, but I still plan to create something out of his story.

Malice
A dark man with eyes that pierce and burn. He is afflicted with a strange toxin that has given his hands the ability to create fire. An underground cult kicks the story into action when they murder King, Queen, and young Prince of the Royal family. Lila is the only survivor. Malice risks everything to save her from death and to make up for his horribly dark past. He doesn't smile, he is too consumed with his past.
Malice actually gave from an idea Emily and I came up with last summer. She began writing a wickedly awesome story about Malice and Princess Lila which I am excited to finish reading. (Go Emily go! Write write write!)
I'd share it with you all if I could because I do love it so.

Rari

After I tired of Role Playing on other people's sites I decided to make my own. After much planning I created one (only to have it shut down a couple weeks later).
Travis Thomson is my co-hort with this one. Actaully we plan on creating a short comic about it.
The protagonist of this story is actually a man named Valentine. However I know nothing about Valentine because he is Thomson's creation so I'll stick to the character from the part of the story I know.
Rari is the highest angel in Vangelize. full of angels and those who have done good deeds in their life, Vangelize over sees Vancore where humans and Valentine dwell. Father out of sight is a place where demon dwell called Venagiest. Vangelize and Venagiest have been at war with each other before the start of time. There is also a leader of Venagiest. When a person from Vancore dies they are sent to Vangelize or Venagiest. Rari lived and died and arrived in Vangelize. However her lover ended up in Venagiest. Forever bitter she dreams of the day she can destroy the middle ground and reach him once more. Unlucky for Valentine the middle ground is Vancore.

Rigar
Here is a pretty big no-body as far as acknowledgment goes. I Role Played as Rigar (formerly known as Ryu) with a role play site owned by Trish.
He is a self proclaimed Paladin who carries a heavy burden. He lived with a group of Monks and worked as a trainee dreaming of the day he could begin sword play. A cursed sword was brought before the Monks. Unannounced to Rigar, he tested the sword. The curse took over his body and he went on a rampage. Finally coming to his senses he found out that he had murdered almost every Monk in his home. Even his beloved master. The monks placed two blades near the tip of Rigar's cursed sword sealing the curse with in the blade and Rigar's body. Banished from his village he search for a way to calm the guilt inside of him.
Although he is given a horrific past, self righteousness and poor charismatic skills seems to surface quite a bit.

Gix
If you've followed my blog from the beginning you probably know who Gix is.
Gix is a strange youth who had befriended a strange man named Zefer. Gix has completely devoted his life to serving Zefer. He only truly feels happy when he's made Zefer proud. Gix is the embodiment innocence. He discovers that he excellent marksmanship when they discover a gun. Living in a shack with Zefer only lasted so long. Soon Zefer is being hunted. Gix's innocence can only last so long with everyone out to kill Zefer and Gix holding the most power to stop them.
I kinda just realized that Gix is the only character I own which is souly mine and not shared with anybody else.
I've currently stopped Gix's story but I might be picking it up again after school ends.

Anyways that's all the characters I own(-ish) that I can think of. Please vote at the side for your favorites to help me decide which one I should do. Also it wouldn't hurt that if I missed any details about any of them or you want to argue a case for one of them, to do that int he comments of this blog post.

Thanks all!

Friday, March 20, 2009

Rush a Dream

Hey, last night I had a really weird dream. I was dreaming that I was home and so was Dad Shane and Cara.

IT was raining really hard and I had just came home. I walked in the door and was greeted by everyone there, then I sat on the floor. Shane Cara and Dad all rushed to the window. Apparently somebody was taking away the random hot tub that they had installed. Dad and Cara start getting mad and Shane buggers off somewhere.

Then all of a sudden my throat starts to close as I'm sitting there on the floor. I couldn't breath. I tried to say something but my voice was only a little whistle. Cara takes off outside to stop the hot tub repo men from taking our hot tub and Dad chases after her yelling that he'll do it.

A couple beats pass and I am now clutching at my throat. begging for air. I remember losing feeling in my feet. Nobody around to help and unable to move the thought crossing my mind; "I'm gonna die."
Cara then comes in from outside, and she looks rather angry that Dad sent her inside. She's drenched from the rain. Only her expression quickly changes as soon as she looks at me.
I'm losing feeling in every part of my body my hearing goes silent and I feel my strength completely sapped from me. I tip over to the side and am going to hit the floor. Only everything pitches into slow motion My vision starts to blur as I see Cara rushing to catch me. She's in the right position to catch me, but before I can feel it my vision completely fades to gray and I can't feel anything anymore except the rise and fall of my breath.

I can only think to myself breath in, then out. That's all I'm focusing on. Then I remember that it is a dream and I wake up with my breath still breathing in time.

I checked the clock after I woke up and realized it had only been ten minutes since I last checked the clock. I gave myself a test 'clear thraot' cough. My throat was fine.

Where did that come from?


Anyways after that my sleep was really nice and pleasant.

I went to school today and forgot all of my materials. Mikki was depending on me for information about this class because last week she missed it. So I told her I'd run home and get stuff enough for both of us. So I take off running.

I ran most of the way and speed walked/jogged the rest. Kinda felt good to run again, but on the way back my strenth was completely sapped I felt like I was running on pipe cleaners.

Well I got there in any event, a little out of breath but nobody seemed to notice. Mikki thanked me by buying me a coffee. I lost of course but it was nice to have some.

I was quite pleased about my effort today. So I had to blog about it as soon as I could, And that dream was so vivid I wanted to share it.

Anyways in regards to my blog last night don't read it. I'll sum it up for you;

A Little Lost and Lonely



To start this off; a song I like, plus the mood is sorta a 'somber one in the morning' type of mood.

Not a lot happened today.
Not a lot happened yesterday.

I was able to hang out with my friends some more. I get scarily lonely, so I'm always glad when one of them wants to tail me home or stay for a bit after class to talk or simply to hang out.

Tonight I find myself questioning my art ability.
I've always viewed it as something grand and I in some way but showing it off to people I was showing them what they could never hope to do.

I've been humbled again. Well probably for the umpteenth time, and probably many more times in the future.
A little while ago, I was talking to Mary about the amazing twins Sam and Seth. I was talking about how much I liked their work, and Mary said that when they get into animation they're gonna just kill.

I was kinda taken a back by this. I almost wanted to say, "well what about me?" but I didn't because I think I already know the answer.

I saw Sam today. She was in a class that was teaching Flash. I was so curious I snuck into the class and asked her what she was doing. Apparently she had been to the teacher's wedding sot he teacher allows her to go into the class room and learn what he's teaching.
Damn I was jealous. She was animating a dude to this line. And it looked pretty good.
So not only are people way above my level in art fundies but their already learning animation. I feel a little lost because of it all.

I think I'm the parent of my group. I scold people for staying up late, or not doing their work or talking in class, or saying things that are not nice. Even though I do all of that stuff too.

I also got a little bit of backwash of how dependent I am. The thought entered my mind when I was talking to my mom a couple of weeks before my reading week, and I wouldn't let her go. She kept saying how she had to go... but I wouldn't let her.
But not even an hour earlier she was talking to Shane on the phone. And Shane was the one who let her go, he was do talking before she was.

Today I got two phone call, and in both of them the other person had to let me go. I know it's a weird thing to get upset about but after hanging up with both of them I just felt so lonely.

So today was a happy day, nothing bad happened, but still I find myself a little lost and lonely.
Thank goodness I'll be heading out to Guelph tomorrow.

Well I'm off to brush my teeth and then to bed.
Night everybody.